Why?

My life .. I really don't understand why. So much things happen, until at one point I choose to give up.Everytime I ask myself,why?Why don't I just die? You know why?Because when I die,I hope wouldn't have to face all this things anymore and when I die,I can see if there are anyone that will care about me.The main reason why I choose to die,because I want the person that never appreciate me before will regret the entire of their life.But,how I wish it would be easy to die.